somedays, you just feel like

a. being alone
b. only talking to close friends

and that was me today. abit worried tt pple think im a mood monster now :s

hmm anyway, today, on the surface, seemed like a not very fruitful day but in actual fact, it really was! managed to

- clerk patient for write up
- finally swim!!!!!
- have a yummy free lunch
- feel guai and un-hated by weixiang (unlike all u ponners out there)
- MUG! while feeling abit like a groupie watching the guys play tennis with yjs gf (the original groupie)
- have many laughs at bryans expense heh heh
- go for bsf and learn stuff!

ok so clearly being a loner has its benefits (which i have always espoused anyway). its just easier to do what u want to do if u dun need to hang around discussing the course of action i guess

a worrying fact of the day (other than the pple thinking im moody fear): wasnt too affected by a patient telling me tt she wanted to die and that she was better off dead etc etc. i just kinda saw it as "patient is depressed". and i cant help but think tt its good to think that way, cos if this kinda thing gets me all emotional, it would be abit hard to make rational descions as a doc in the future. but as a person? i dunno man. anyway i doubt there is anything i can do abt it (other than talk to joy who totally made me think abt this in the first place) so thats that i suppose.

on a side note. ENMING SAID IM GEEK! grr.